2011

So I've been wanting to write about how I've been feeling for a long time. I can be really random and I'm ok with that, but so much has been going on lately, and I have always liked writing about what was going on! 2010 was a learning experience for me, not only life lessons but school lessons as well. I fell in love with my new profession as an EMT and am so happy I took the chance. I learned a lot about myself too and what I am and am not willing to deal with for myself. I had to let go of some toxic relationships and as hard as it was and still is I know its for the best. I had to learn how to deal with my problems head on and not look back at what shoulda/ coulda happened and be ok with the path I've chosen. I learned a lot about who I am, you can't beat that! So now its 2011 and a lot is changing again. I'm moving and I am extatic about it. I can't wait to start a new page in my life. My job is going well and I can't wait to get on a 911 service. And I've learned that counting your true friends on one hand is better than counting your part time friends on two. I'm trying to not stress what I can't control in 2011. That is extremely hard for me!!! But I'm over making myself crazy for no reason. I had a lot of cards dealt to me in 2010 and did the best I knew how with them. And so far 2011 if proving to be the same way literally since Jan 1 but I know I have the strength and knowledge to deal with it. So this is 2011... I will take it in stride and pray for strength and guidance like I always do.